I apologize for the lapse of time between blogs. So here is what has been on my mind the last couple days:

I usually can't remember my dreams when I wake up. There are occasional dreams I remember, but mostly they vaish when I open my eyes. But for the past week I have been remembering my dreams, and they all have one thing common: weddings. Either I am at the wedding or in the wedding. If I am in the wedding I have been a bridesmaid and a bride. If I am the bride, sometimes there is a groom and sometimes I never see his face. I interpret this two ways: 1. I am REALLY excited for my brother's wedding in two and a half weeks! 2. I am anxious for that season of my life. I desire to be a wife and mother, and i know that God would not put those desires on my heart if he didn't mean for them to be fulfilled, and I know that it will happen when it is the right time. I just wish sometimes it would happen soon; that I would meet a guy with confidence who could be honest about an attraction and just risk asking.

Well, sorry about the girliness of this entry, but I am a girl and it was bound to happen sometime.

p.s. i sent out a plea for some mail last month, and so far I have received two cards. Thank you Liz and Grandpa! To the others: aren't I worth 41 cents?