Today I was at an event all day in Richfield, and it was awesome.  It was an incredibly long day, but so full of laughs!  I don't know why it is so hard for me to get through my brain that God provides what is needed.  He is consistent and faithful, and I am forgetful and doubtful.   When it is a long day that I think I am just going to drag through, he provides laughter and encouragement.  When i doubt about meeting or exceeding a goal, he takes care of it so I don't have to worry too much.   It seems like I compartmentalize God sometimes; trusting in his providence in some areas of my life, and thinking I need to control other areas.  It is silly.  So tomorrow I will try harder.